It was Feb 2010.  I had just lost a baby and almost my life due to an ectopic pregnancy that ruptured. They had to remove my fallopian tube. I was very lucky to be alive. I was absolutely devastated. I'm pretty sure I slipped into a depression but tried really hard to stay strong. I wanted a baby so bad, I was ready. I actually saw one Doctor that told me I should probably seek grieve counseling since it would be near impossi...